Did I Really do this?!!!!!???? Please help...(girls only) and serious answers girls please?

Okay...so everyone knows girls use different things to with..right? well..I was using my hairbrush handle to with a little while ago...And it was a few little pinches that didn't hurt that much. But..when I took the brush out a few times there was *** on it. but the last time i took it out it was sort of a light yellow color...Do you girls think I have broken my hymen? I mean I don't think I went that far...also it isn't hard to walk but my legs feel KINDA num, And I'm scared that I broke my hymen!!!??? please help..and if I did...how do I tell my boyfriend...WE both were saving our virginity for each other and I don't know how he will react. But I am really worried that I may have broken my hymen...please answer serious girls and honestly. I will not be offended or get mad by your honesty but i need your help. I'm freeeeaking outt!!!!!